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Thursday, September 25, 2008Y
The deep pain in my heart.....

The song I had listened for so many times, but this is the first time I feel that the song is really my heart words...
Is all I want to tell HIM...
Baby won't you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the one your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the one your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the one your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know

ends at 8:20 AM

Sunday, September 21, 2008Y
Holiday End.......

A few hours later, my 5 months holiday going to the end. Finally, I have to go back to college and start my year 2 again. My heart is shouting " im not yet perepared". Haha.. Yes this 5 months is really make me lazy.Very lazy. Im not really done many things, I didn't join internship, I didn't go for trip, and I only did 1 dollhouse (cause im planning to do 3). That's really nothing special to flash back.
However, in this holiday I had learn a lot of experience and knowledge that make me mature. I had take 2 computer program course, which is 3D Max and Autocad. In this 2 program classes, I meet some new friends and they really open my aye and my mind from their life. I can said that really enjoying for every week section.
2nd, I was working as Sales Assisstant for almost 2 and half months. Although many of my friend look down to me, and tell me the job is very 'cheap', It really hurt me, but i get what I want. I am using my hand and my wisdom to work and get my salary. I use the money to buy what I want, but not to get money from parent. In the same time, I meet many friends and interact with many foreigner. Besides that, I learned the technique of handle some difficult relationship and technique to survive. DON'T look down to this job! DON'T think you are high class people and look down to them! You will shock when you know them!
In this holiday, I can said that I really done a good job as a daughter, a 'good' friends to certain people, and also a good worker(cause in that 2 months i help my boss to hit target:P) I have spend most of my time with my family and the love one after I resign. Of course, I also having some fun time with my new friends. Oops! that is something happy is I knew a handcraft friends. Finally that is someone can disscuss with me about dollhouse.
During this holiday, I had read quite some books, no matter self-help or interior design books. At least i get some knowledge from book. Erm....... I have done little but i get a lot.
Tommorrow another new challenge is coming. Stress is coming back. Anyway may God bless my year 2 .....

ends at 7:50 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008Y
微型食玩





前阵子逛Midvalley时,在某间玩具店看见有卖可爱的食玩。每次看见食玩一定很兴奋。就是有说不完的兴奋。。。这一次竟然让我找到香港系列的食玩。我偏爱中式的食玩,因为看起来比较贴切。。所以一口气买了两套,一套香港茶餐厅和太兴烧腊,每套一共十种。都是很精致的,当然这些比起亲手做的欠了些细腻,但却有特色。好喜欢哦!

ends at 9:38 PM

不织布手作






这次假期,闲着开始学做一些不织布手作。最近在杂志上常看别人做,真的蛮有趣,所以买了些现成的package 学做起来。还在书展时买了一本书参考。

ends at 9:12 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008Y
忆爷爷

今天是一年一度的中秋节,也是爷爷的死忌。每一年月圆人团圆时,我们都会想起爷爷,更不竟回想起2001年的中秋。那年我13岁,一向健康的爷爷从中国回来后,身体就一直很不适,不到一个月爷爷进出了三间医院,可是病情没有什么起色,脾气也越来越暴躁。爷爷本身有心脏病,60多岁就已把自己的身后事办妥,害怕自己在睡梦中离开。可是他仍然积极的活每一天。这一次大家都认为爷爷一定能熬过,然后大家能够一起过中秋,可是万万没想到爷爷真的回来一期过中秋却让大家过了个以泪洗脸的中秋。以往每年中秋或大日子爷爷都会召集大家会来吃晚餐,可是随着大家长大,事业各有各忙,很多时候都没有到齐。爷爷这次真的把所有的人都召回来了。看着已没有生命气息的爷爷,大家也真的伤心极了。。在爷爷住院的那段日子,在外地工作的爸妈也匆匆赶回来了。短短的几天爷爷重能够说话变得不能说话,四肢无力,很快便转进紧急病房。。我们天天都为他担心。记得当时还是年终考试,实在烦。。那一天,下了校车就看见屋里屋外都是人,心里已意识到不妙,一股伤感把热泪挤了出来,爷爷走了。。吃了晚餐爷爷的棺木才从医院运回来,看着已经苍白的爷爷真的叫大家悲痛。
爷爷一生为教育奉献,年轻时曾当过记者,邂逅了貌美的婆婆,当时婆婆出生于富有人家,很自然真段感情受了不少折磨,几经辛苦把婆婆娶回来。当时正值战乱年代,日军占领,当第二个孩子出世时爷爷被日军抓了,还被痛打,婆婆为了救爷爷,把她父亲留给她的钱都花了只为救爷爷。。可是也因为爷爷的事,婆婆没有时间照顾刚出世的女婴,所以把她送了给别人,现在音讯全无。。这也是爷爷的一大遗憾。。。。
小的时候,爸妈要上班,所以我和姐姐从小就在爷爷家长大。我们家男孙不多,女孙比男的多,但爷爷从来不偏心。。小时候,爷爷喜欢带我们去散步,到游乐园去荡秋千,讲故事给我们听,尤其是他与婆婆的感人爱情故事。爷爷深爱着婆婆,随然婆婆比他先走,但不论任何时候,爷爷心里的婆婆永远是那么迷人,那么漂亮。
爷爷走了留下的就只有带不走的回忆。。

ends at 7:34 AM