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Friday, January 23, 2009Y
当我们同在一起

最近很喜欢这首歌,独特的唱法,实在好听。。。

当我们同在一起

如果雲 是天空的呼吸
風是我 慌張的歎息
回憶是 愛的延續只因為
你和我已經 不在一起
當我們同在一起 在一起 在一起
空氣裡 在午後的暖意
我聽著 沙沙收音機
突然間 下起來雨雨讓我
好想好想你
想抱著你當我們同在一起
在一起 在一起 在一起 在一起
齊快樂無比
你是我 曾經的甜蜜
我是你 愛情的過去
那一段 美好的記憶
我們都 不能夠忘記
因為我 很愛很愛你
所以能 微笑著離去
雖然我 不會再見你幸福是
我們曾經在一起當我們同在一起
在一起 在一起 在一起 在一起
齊快樂無比
空氣裡 有午後的暖意
我聽著 沙沙收音機
唱什麼 聽不清晰
因為我 傻傻的笑著 想起了你

ends at 7:44 AM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008Y
国境之南 - 范逸臣

最近爱上了这首歌,很好听。。。 来自《海角七号》。。

作词:严云农 作曲:曾志豪
如果海会说话 
如果风爱上砂
如果 有些想念遗忘在某个长假
我会聆听浪花 让风吹过头发
任记忆里的爱情在时间潮汐里喧哗
非得等春天远了夏天才近了
我是在回首时终於懂得
也许天气永远会那麼热)
当阳光再次回到那 
飘著雨的国境之南
我会试著把那一年的故事 
再接下去说完 当阳光再次离开那 
太晴朗的国境之南
你会不会把你曾带走的爱 
在告别前用微笑全归还
海很蓝 星光灿烂 
我仍空著我的臂弯
天很宽 
在我独自唱歌的夜晚
请原谅我的爱 
诉说的太缓慢

ends at 5:33 AM

谢谢你。。。

终于把那脚上的绳子剪了象征着一切都已成为过去,
今后没有任何理由再牵挂你了。
今天一切过得都比想象中的平静。
今天以后,你将是别人心中的唯一,
我也将等待我的唯一。
过去的回忆将成为我坚强的见证,
成为一生的养分。
最近发觉你变了很多很多,
原来我喜欢的你已经早已不在,
原来我们是这么的不适合对方,
只是这两年我总执著着不肯放手。
直到知道你对她的选择,
我才恍然自己的努力其实早已被判了死刑。
你的选择是不可置疑的因为她真的很爱你,
甚至知道你是个一无所有的人也不惜一切和你结婚,
我坦白自己做不到,
我们的方向本来就是不一样,
只是我自己试着要把我拉得和你一样。
勉强本来就不幸福,
不适合的两个人是不能勉强的,
所以今天我很平静接受了这个事实,
其实早在开始时我就应该知道,
只是没想到一切来得这么快。
相信现在的你们一定洋溢在幸福中,
解脱对于我来说也是个幸福,
祝你们幸福快乐一辈子,
谢谢你曾经在我生命逗留,
带给我的喜怒哀乐,
教会我的东西,
一切一切都曾经因你而精彩。
谢谢你,祝福你。

ends at 4:40 AM

Tuesday, December 9, 2008Y
7 dyas later

Quite a long time i did not write any blog. Recently i was very very busy. I had a very suffer in previous 3 weeks. Rushing for project, finished 3 big assignment in 3 weeks. 3 weeks dun have a good sleep a good entertaintment. How to describe such a horrible time. But when everything is over, the enjoy and happiness is in my heart is really something cannot describe.

When everythings over, only i found that now is in the last month of 2008, is December. Everything is going to happen soon. The day of examination my heart are coming soon. 7 days from now, 1 weeks time, can i overcome it. Or i will recall everything back. I always tell my friends, I am ok now. I am totally recover. But am i really recover, or it is just to console myself. I dunno..... 2 days ago, i was reading his blog. Only I know why he don't choose me. I am so angry of myself, in the same time i feel so sad with what he wrote. Why is the feeling will appeared in my heart. I promise myself I will never read his blog anymore. Is that a good solution for me to forget everything? I really dunno. but at least i can let go easier.

7 days, I know whatever he promise will give me he cannot do it in 7 days. After this 7 days, he cant give me anything. Everything have to pass, no one can recall back all this memory. The day of his wedding is the day of the funeral of all the memory. The secret will forever the secret, will forever bury, the box will forever lock . But the memory still remain. I can said the feeling of him is less now, cause of something he did to me recently, but how can it really let go easily, how this hurt disappeared so fast. The feeling of angry myself is strong. Cause now i have no reason to tell myself, all is his fault.

ends at 8:27 AM

Monday, November 3, 2008Y
Happy Birthday to me...


Few more minutes later, my birthday is going to pass. Really thanks for all my friends that remember my birthday, and the wishes u all give me. Never received so many mesage before in my birthday. My handphone keep on vibrating for whole day until my message box full. Haha. Anyway you guys are the gift from God to me in my life. Friendship forever.

Erm.... what i had did for today leh? haha actually not much surprise but is still a good day for me. Yesterday i was having a drink section with my secondary school friends, whose always hang out. Even though i alreeady know wat u guys will do but i still feel happy that u all willing to make effort for my birthday surprise. The cake is so delicious, the environment Caffeehaus is so nice(the place i choose want leh) and thx for the present as well.

This morning, that is nothing special for me, i just meet a friend for some chatting, i think we have something to settle between us before i start the next section of celebration. After class, i was going out with my very best friend, for dinner and movie. Darling, thanks for your accompany me tonight, and bring me for my favourite Japanese food and the stupid , funny , dumb movie. Even that is not a surprise night, but your sincere to enjoy my day with me is so appreciate by me.

What is my birthday wishes? HAHA secret! but i have a wide range of wish is to be interesting, having new challenge, having a growth of life in my 20th years old. 2o loh.... say bye bye to 1 say hello to 2. May the rest of the day, the blessing of God fall to me.

ends at 7:52 AM

Saturday, October 25, 2008Y
Crazy Day

24 oct, what a crazy day. The day I ever enjoy for so long. I did too much of things within this 24 hours. This is a meaningful Fiday. Morning as usual Friday, I went for morning class. This is a boring class. I don't like but still wan to enjoy it. While in the lecture, my mind was thing about the next thing to do , is the excited activities, visit KIWANIS learning disability center. The place located in Damansara Perdana. Is a very simple center. Nothing special to attract us, but is a house of hope for Autistic, down syndrome,and many many learning disability children. This is the 1st time I experienced those disability children. Their action and their living style is really something that i never imagine before. They borned to live in this kind of life, in my heart i does not feel pitiness to them, because instead of pity them love and caring is more important. They don't want pity, they want love and care, they want to be like normal children, however they cannot. Their problem is not something can solve with medicine or counselling, just like ours, but is something follow their life forever. Some children hyperactive, and hot tempered, they are not showing their aggresive toward someone but is because they cannot control themselves. We are lucky, we no need to face this since we are young. But God is not cruel, their life is happy, they enjoy in their own little world. God give them love, so they love each others. Another things is really touched my heart is the principal of the center, the sacrifices of her is really big, God see her, she will get what she suppose to get in heaven. May be 1 day in the future I would like to work as volunteerer.

After the visit, having lunch with zhixuan and a new friend Emily in 1 Utama. Is so great to know a new friend today. After lunch, going back to college for another section of learning, CAD CLASS. Omg! AutoCad 2008 is super suck! I think I prefer Autocad 2002. After class, I was rushing to meet my cousin in SS2, I never drive there( so shame never drive there).... erm i think I drove there but is long time story. That time was so jam, so nervous, when finally safe to arrived another challeging thing for me, I cannot find a parking, round and round. Finally get it. I thought I am late, who knows my cousin later than me. I suppose to accompany her to buy cloth and dress there, in the end she did not get anything but I bought 2 shirts. Haiz.... no money liao.... After that , We went home our own. Another challenging thing again, when I get the way out to LDP, I was SMSing, suddenly i found that I miss the turn, cause that time already 7 something, so dark. OMG! where am i? So nervous,so i make a turn to the residential area. Something scary again, I saw an adnormal guy walking without wearing pant. Luckily I am in the car, I stepped my oil and passed without looking at him. Again I lost in the area.Round and turn and round and turn, finally God openned my eye and show me the way out. However when I safe to drive in LDP it was so jam again. I start another worry, cause I promise my Dad to get something from my uncle's house on the way home, I was extremely late, ( elders don't like those not puncture), so i had do so many jump queue that I ever done. Finally get the things, and safe to arrived around 8 something.

Another interesting part of Friday night come, I was follow my friend for a drink, he pick me up around 9.15pm and we went for a drink with his friend. A guy I don't know. We meet in the mamak near KLCC, but it was a bad drink section. They are asking me out to join a network business, something like direct sales. The guy give me a bad impression, he is trying to insist me to join the stupid business. I had quite some times did not angry of someone, even many people make me dislike, but is just dislike, I never feel like angry until wan to punch the people, but i did not do it. After the drink, We went for a night walk in Dataran Merdaka. Nice view.....but so many Mat rempit. After the clock bell of 12 we left the place and went to another drinks again. Is so enjoy of this Friday, even my emo of the wholeday up and down, but I had quite sometimes does not enjoy my life. May be the pain in heart already decrease, I feel free.

ends at 8:53 AM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008Y
很不舍。。。

十八个星期的Autocad class终于在今天结束了。这4个多月风雨不改地每星期去上课,终于拿到了那张文凭,付出的努力终于看到了。这几个月来,最美好的就是陪我一起上课的那班coursemates,现在不是coursemates了,现在是好朋友了。和她们俩上课真的真的让我学到了很多人生道理,也很多欢乐。谢谢May,谢谢Kelly, 有你们每个星期陪我笑真的很开心。这些日子,我们无所不谈,常常开怀笑在一块。真的真的很怀念,很不舍。以后每个星期二晚我们将各忙各的了,不知道大家会否会把这片记忆好好保存在脑里。刚刚下了课后,我们一起吃了顿晚餐,不知下次相约会是几时呢?认识你们真的很美好,我会把这美好的回忆记在心上。祝我们友谊永固。

ends at 8:06 AM